May 2011
Austin Gibbs | Complete
Keep it inside and swallow whatever it is that keeps you warm. Hold it back. For what’s to come might crush you. I take it back cause you’re all that I’ve been up to. I can’t react and it’s numbing me and taking up all of my time. So quiet, There’s more to me that I have yet to find.
In a land far far away (like New Orleans) Lizz Willis was a fairy/mermaid. She swam the seas with her delightful brown hair ( BECAUSE SHE DIED IT THURSDAY NIGGA) (it really looks beautiful. I want to touch her body. BANGING BOD THAT LIZZ WILLIS HAS!!!!) Then she did the hokey pokey and her husband kissed her passionately while singing Vanessa Carlton. What a beautiful love story. These two are gonna make it. God Bless America. Fuck Taylor from Handguns.
My heartbeat is always weakening me
I can’t find the strength within me
So if I go don’t say I didn’t see it coming
Sad song, you got me humming right along
Never wanted a part of this
But you signed me up first on the list
I’m scared but it can’t show
I’m a storm while you’re sleeping but…
I keep it real. I give no shits unless I’m pooping.
-thanks John Pankey..
Title Fight - Symmetry
You broke me like a mirror
If it’s one thing that I learned yesterday, is that I will for sure be nothing like my mother. Fucked up shit happens and I know it. I’m going to take this and learn from it and use her example as what I don’t want to be as a person.
that I’m really sick of unnecessary drama. Being pulled into it sucks. Bringing physical features into it sucks even more. I really love my friends and I really had thought for a while that you were one of them. I truly cared for you and tried to be there for you when you needed someone to talk to. Just tell me where this all goes back to. Just confront me, please. It’s stressful otherwise. Let’s just be cool.
We’re gonna be the next big thing ;)
Hey you spelled thang wrong
Today has been a pretty sweet birthday!! But the downside is that this is the first year I won’t get a phonecall from grandaddy. :/ miss my favorite person a lot today.
Good talks with three of my favorite people tonight. I have some amazing people in my life. My head is way too awake right now for me to even play off like I’m trying to sleep anymore. Right now I am listening to every mansions song I have and thinking. I wish it were morning and a new day. Friday is almost here! Which means I am almost 18. It’s a weird feeling. Philip and everyone freaked me out tonight. They have shit planned… Have you met my friends?! Shits gonna get real come Friday. I can’t wait.