September 2011
a Letter- La Dispute
I know I should’ve moved on ages ago, been happy already, but
it’s never been that easy for me. Or maybe it was me that made it so hard.
I know I’ve only ever tried a handful of times to sever this thing torturing me. It never got me anywhere, with anyone. No friendship or hobby, no lover’s bed worked. But looking back I maybe never tried hard enough, and it is my fault.
Maybe I never tried at all.
If you never listened to Into It Over It, now would be the best time to start. Alter The Press is streaming their new record titled ‘Proper’. Check it out here
Listened to it yesterday. So fucking good. Get it. Then get me the new iiot sweatshirt off of the no sleep webstore! Cool.
Bon Iver - I Can’t Make You Love Me
someone play this for me on the piano please.
fix you | coldplay
You are the oxygen that I breathe.
Put to use by the lungs you made.
You are the reason my heart beats.
And you are the reason that it breaks.
Seahaven is destroying me right now.
Because I need to know just how far you spread this suffering.
I care too much for people who genuinely do not give a flying fuck about me. Awesome.
Am I the only one or am I just one of many?
Because I need to know just how far you spread this suffering.
Bury your head just like the child that you are, just like the child that you’ve always been.
But I’m sure your swollen chest will find way to boast of all the wrong you’ve done.
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el oh el
These last few days have been so emotional for me. For several different reasons. Everything is changing and I can’t seem to find the motivation lately. It’s tough. Seeing one of my best friends achieving her goals has made me so happy today. My friend Sarah Banks officially moved to Tampa. When I woke up and saw that this morning, I instantly got bummed out. It bums me out to know I won’t drive 15 hours to Covington, Louisiana and drive down Whiskey Oaks lane to be greeted with both Banks sisters. I’m so thankful for the times I’ve had with both of those girls. Ainsley, Megan, Sarah and Emily have all played such a huge roll in my life since 2008. It’s so weird to think each and every single one of us with all be in a different place from now on. Ainsley in Chicago, Megan in New York, Sarah in Tampa, Emily in Covington and myself in Midland. I’m so proud to say that the distance hasn’t defeated these important relationships. I love these girls so much. We all have goals and we’re all getting there. I’ve been nothing but nostalgic these last few days and I need to move forward.
hahahahhahahahahahahaahhaha you are the best
When you un anon yourself I’ll tell you exactly who he is.
Someone who doesn’t live here. Chances are, he’d ask me himself and not anonymously.
Haha you could say that.
at being nostalgic. I miss people right now and I miss being in Austin and Houston hanging out. I really do. It makes me so upset to think it’s time to be back and focus on what’s here when it’s not what I really want. This always seems to happen but it always seems to be worth it.
To The Janitor, To The King- The World Is A Beautiful Place And I am No Longer Afraid To Die off of Mixed Signals
Only so many days to flee from the possible awfulness and to make your life great, If you want that.
Definitely check out Make do and mend, balance & composure, Pedro the Lion, Daylight and Basement.
This trip has been so amazing. I’ve gotten to spend time with so many awesome people, new and old. Last night was Austin, tonight is Houston. Not looking forward to going home tomorrow, but it’s just one of those inevitable things. I’m grateful for this trip. I’m really happy.